Sentosa getaway tomorrow & the day after. i can't wait to getaway from everything. just the beach, the luge, the food, the sunset sunrise, darling & my family! But at the same time, im kinda freaking out that i haven't really studied for my tests next week. The concentration level is just not there and i can't resist the shows on Cable TV. its was never a good idea to change my studying method[ Studying at home instead of the library]. Distractions are killers and not to mention, the weight that I've put on from all the junk food. : (
I guess its never kills to 'fail' once in awhile. Its the falls that motivates you to work even harder the next time right? It better be! I've been consoling myself over the whole not-studying-at-all fact. Because.. its the holidays & holidays are meant for pure playing & enjoying.. not.. mugging and sticking your stinky heads into god-damned notes. : )
I baked blueberry muffins for tmr: ) It smells good & that couldn't stop me from eating one already. Uh huh, talking about losing weigh! Alright, gonna meet the boy in a while to hang out & grab more ingredients to bake more muffins for tmr [ Currently, there's pathetically enough muffins go around ONCE. 5 muffins?]
+ eight! I can't wait! I've already given in to temptation, peeping into the yellow paper bag from rachel & korkor :] I see Paul Frank!
Sidetrack a lil bit, i haven't been sleeping well lately. Though i sleep in till really late everyday & i get my more-than-enough 8 hours of sleep daily. Im haunted by nasty nightmares. Yea, its only a dream and it doesn't necessarily mean something. But, these dreams are affecting my mood, making me thing too deeply into issues & screwing up my days : ( Whatever, die bitches!
