I'll paint in down in black and white,


I love you


And thats all that really matters to me.

jss & ling

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Havaianas heels
Volcom Jacket
Apple Powerbook
a Bike Ride!!!
Shoppin' Spree in HK
3s come knit skirt
More Ca$h
Loss Weight
YOU

Sentosa getaway tomorrow & the day after. i can't wait to getaway from everything. just the beach, the luge, the food, the sunset sunrise, darling & my family! But at the same time, im kinda freaking out that i haven't really studied for my tests next week. The concentration level is just not there and i can't resist the shows on Cable TV. its was never a good idea to change my studying method[ Studying at home instead of the library]. Distractions are killers and not to mention, the weight that I've put on from all the junk food. : (

I guess its never kills to 'fail' once in awhile. Its the falls that motivates you to work even harder the next time right? It better be! I've been consoling myself over the whole not-studying-at-all fact. Because.. its the holidays & holidays are meant for pure playing & enjoying.. not.. mugging and sticking your stinky heads into god-damned notes. : )

I baked blueberry muffins for tmr: ) It smells good & that couldn't stop me from eating one already. Uh huh, talking about losing weigh! Alright, gonna meet the boy in a while to hang out & grab more ingredients to bake more muffins for tmr [ Currently, there's pathetically enough muffins go around ONCE. 5 muffins?]

+ eight! I can't wait! I've already given in to temptation, peeping into the yellow paper bag from rachel & korkor :] I see Paul Frank!

Sidetrack a lil bit, i haven't been sleeping well lately. Though i sleep in till really late everyday & i get my more-than-enough 8 hours of sleep daily. Im haunted by nasty nightmares. Yea, its only a dream and it doesn't necessarily mean something. But, these dreams are affecting my mood, making me thing too deeply into issues & screwing up my days : ( Whatever, die bitches!

i have drained my bank account to a really pathetic state. And mind you, i haven't shopped or spent much recently [besides the pants from river island i got a week back].
So i have not worked for months but my dad still assumes I'm loaded enough to pay my OWN BILLS.
Sometimes, i wonder if they do care if i enough money to live on.
So yea, they keep going on about being more careful with our spending since they've spent quite a bit on my brother's education. But look at all the shopping my mom have been enjoying.
So I'm practically paying almost all of my own expenses; my hp bills, necessities [ shampoo, conditioner, blah] I'm so sick of this whole bill hp bill shit.
i guess this household is really UNFAIR. i guess i should start saving up to fund my own education. cause they'll probably assume that i have enough to feed, educate, survive on myself.

good luck bitch, welcome to poverty

I've lose practically all the motivation needed to study for my MST. nothing seems to be going in.
If that's the case, i might as well use the time wasted watching S3 of One Tree Hill ya?
Yoga-ed & Ab worked out today.
Darl's sweet talking and cheering up got rid of my foul mood : )
So right now,
I'm the princess & will be getting the princess treatment for i-don't-know-how-long-my-birthday-lasts (Forever? ) He's such a sweet heart, wanting to bring me out for shopping sprees, paint my wall, indulgence treatments. Whoa : ) However, i won't money-suck him. i guess the gigolo is all that i really need right now!
♥ de Grouch

i don't understand why people have to be so harsh with their tone, words & even SMSes. I mean, its not like I'm a really bad kid that i deserve such harsh treatments from people right? Don't point false accusations at me, I'm just making a general statement. Another thing, why does my BD teacher have to be such a retarded & weird person. I don't wish to repeat my story for the umpteen time again. He's just so strange man.

Anyway. Darling & I had got into some quarrel over the whole you-didn't-bother-to-msn/call-me-until-you-finished-school, you-didn't-bother-to-call-me-after-work-and-tell-me-the-plan, you-don't-put-in-effort-in-searching and you-dont-understand hu-ha drama just now. Gosh, even we act like childish pity kids at times too. I'm just upset over the fact that he misplaced and lost his ring ON our anniversary. On all days... it had to be that day. And now, its gone forever, its somewhere but we don't know where. We searched high and low but to no avail : ( . [Well does 30 mins of searching my house amount to intensive searching? : ( ] Things got much better after he brought me out for desserts at Cafe Cartel @ Siglap. 50% over cakes. Yummy. But just a little too much. Suffering a sugar hangover now. Cartel Special latte was not bad, just a wee bit too sweet to compliment our cakes.

Corporate Finance was a major disappointment. Investment cleared. CRAA & BD up next. Oh boy, Tell me when all these assignments ever end.


On a lighter notes, we managed to rip One Tree Hill : ) There's really a season 3 but Gramophone doesn't have it! And season 5 & 6 of Gilmore Girls too. This sucks, they should really update their rental range.

Snapshots
Picnic on our anniversary. We actually made those food our self & it tasted yummilicious : )
Sentosa



Car Exhibition @ Millenia. I see the kid in him : )

the weekend is finally here and may i start thinking of what to do besides projects and more projects? This whole project crisis is really testing my endurance. Pushing my body beyond its limits, and testing how long can a person survive on minimal sleep and a 9.9 magnitude of stress overload. Sleeping an average of 3-4 hours on a daily basics is not funny. the tiredness is compiling and starting to affect my mood, my appetite, my skin.. practically everything of me. I can't think of one recent day when i don't have those pumping headaches and those eye bags are really bothering me. Why does my body have to be so dependent on my sleep.

my body's suffering from symptoms of withdrawal from the whole e-learning week aka. holiday, the sun, sentosa, gilmore girls and a whole lot more. i need a good mani and pedi to pamper my poor self. i want to go shopping & be able to find something that's extremely nice and affordable. the whole gss thing is such a big turn off cause the stores are all looking like factory outlets, with clothings messed up in a pile. items that i fall in love in really aren't in favour of my current financial situation. my lap top's dying, lets just assume that its already dead cause its so slow and it take snail years to load. im yearning for a new laptop. one that's sleek and stylish! i love bimbotic goods cause they are just so nice to look at. but no, i want one that's have good specs as well. oh boy, i have really high expectations of everything and a really really empty wallet! : (

Anyway, darling and i are really into One Tree Hill. Oh gosh, i love such shows. They really blow me off my feet and sweep me into another land. haha a rather dramatic and interesting one.

I have a pile of work waiting for me to start on. Please please come the day when all project submissions and mst are over. When that day comes, i can finally get half my life back. : ) More slacking at home watching dvds. more body pampering sessions. more sleep. more making out sessions. more time to spend with him. more time to shop. and finally... time to finally finish what i left half done.

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