honestly tell me honestly tell me.. dont tell me its over.. dont tell me its over.
there isnt a reason to smile. for goodness sake. dont you . DONT YOU. tell me to smile. ive enough of forcing a smile on my face when im just dying inside.
pls send me away. i dont want to stay on here. im living in my mess of crumpled walls.. the world's still spinning and im still living. but my life's in a play stop rewind play stop rewind play stop rewind play stop rewind thing. ive lost the reason to trust myself again. trust myself for getting into another mess. replaying everything that once happened. tell me. shake me. slap me. tell me to wake up cause it all seems like a dream ive stubbornly refused to wake up to.. : (
i got lifted up so high. slammed down so suddenly. hidding from the truth thats flashing so brightly right in front of me. tell me its a dream.
